Sunday, March 28, 2010

boring

just when i am finally sure that i cannot put another bite of something sweet in my mouth, i start again. uffttt... i am bored with chocolates and ice creams and intensely sweet this or that KHALAS!!! i want to stop but i cannot, however, i will. tomorrow is a new day: i am taking a break.

today i was sweeping the terrace, a hit and run job, when oopppss!!! my back went electric and i had to lie down on the cold concrete for twenty minute before i got up to get dressed and go get a life. every time i feel this pain which incapacitates me to a certain degree i decide to go to a major specialist and get myself a strong back (and strong abbs) but when the pain is gone i am happy to do some swimming and postpone yoga and kick boxing and weight lifting to another day, everyday. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. do i really have to lose the weight? and if i do, how on earth will i keep the goddamn lost weight lost? dilemma. dilemma. dilemma.

i hate talking like a fat woman with back pain, but, right now, lying on the couch, calculating every move, that is exactly what i am. BORING!

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