coffee addict-who? me?

i realised one day that it did not take much for me to feel like i was choking and angry and anxious and start to itch if one thing in the morning was not working out perfectly to the way i absolutely want it or imagin it. and i decided it was the coffee that i drink which is causing all that. so i stopped it,  for the first few days i slept and i already do 8-9 hours every night so i added 4-5 on top of these, then i thought i will have some coffee but later in the day like noon time, as long as i lose my dependency and need and have the choice and control the habit. Gradually, as any coffee drinker reading this can imagine, i went back to my wake-up-excited-to-have-my-cup -of-coffee routine. i love my coffee in the morning i do i do i do.